Today is a big day for me! On May 16, 1981, I used my last alcohol and other substance. 37 years clean and sober! It has not been easy, but the 12 step programs worked for me. Never "slipped" and the desire to do those things and live the life that goes with them were lifted off of my back.
The Higher Power did it all. I didn't have enough sense to do it alone and I'm very grateful! God willing, I'll make another year...........One day at a time!
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I'm sure, like me, Roger doesn't begrudge people their spirits. I now enjoy the fact that I can be around others drinking alcohol and not be tempted.
LOL, of course!So you’ll always be the designated driver?
Start one!I don't mean to take away from a great anniversary, and congrats, but I'm also interested in the air fryer thing.
Will there be a new cooking thread about that?
I can understand yours and charlies response, both are based on a misguided, albeit understandable, point of view.I'm confused how "resolve" has very little to do with it?
I know people that have quit smoking cold turkey with no outside help.
I know people that have quit drugs with no outside help.
I figure it was their resolve that aided in that, no?
.... < snip>, it was the look on my family's faces, the shame. Everyone is different in their resolve to quit, but until you can admit to yourself that you are an alcoholic you will never find that resolve to quit drinking.
Your hitting the nail on the head.I can understand yours and charlies response, both are based on a misguided, albeit understandable, point of view.
This is not to say ignorance, which is properly defined as contempt prior to investigation (of the facts), misguided via a lack of understanding towards a proper point of view.
The reason 'resolve' and / or 'stamina' have very little to do with sobriety is both of those things are elements of normal human free will, or more importantly an individuals ability to make a choice.
Yourselves are viewing this via the lense of a properly functioning free will, wherein an individual has the ability to make choice.
An alcoholic has no such ability, the ability to make a choice has been essentially lost somewhere along the line, hence the repeated return to drinking despite the damage it does.
An ordinary person would think "this has to stop" and act (choose or resolve) accordingly. They would 'resolve' to stop their destructive behavior and have the willpower (stamina) to do so.
An alcoholic has no such ability anymore, they have lost that and no human power can restore it.
It is specifically called out in the first 3 steps of sobriety, they are powerless over alcohol, believe that a power greater than themselves can restore them to sanity (the normal ability or resolve to make a choice in the face of destructive behavior) and an appeal to that power greater than themselves to attain such restoration of sanity.
Now, once those three things have transpired, and only when those things have transpired, something akin to normal human abilities are 'restored' to an individual alcholic.
It is not always an overnight process, such as happens with a vital spiritual phenomenon.
Many times it is a long slow process, partly to overcome those very elements charlie mentioned which have been subject to the corrosive effects of alcoholism, and now have been warped into a real defect within that persons character.
A good example of this would be the very mentioned 'stamina' in a normal person, this function of free will gives an individual the ability to persevere towards a proper goal.
In the case of an alcoholic, it is warped into an ability to continually engage in self-destructive behavior and withstand it despite how irrational such behavior is.
A simple saying describes it well: a normal person who is in the gutter will claw thier way out, an alcoholic when reaching the gutter will bring his favorite chair with him....
It is why the original poster directly attributes his sobriety to a power greater than himself, rather than relying on his own self-will.
he recognizes the truths of his own self-will and what it will do and has done.
This is a simplification to the point of inaccuracy however it is as short as I can make it & reasonably accurate, it would take entire books to cover just this one aspect of this subject.
Does this make sense to yourselves?
I know people that have quit smoking cold turkey with no outside help.
I know people that have quit drugs with no outside help.
I figure it was their resolve that aided in that, no?