I found a place to buy some Hornady Critical Defense FTX in 9mm (click on the highlighted link to find it). It's $21 a box, not counting shipping, and they give 10% off for military and LEO purchases. Tactical Defense Solutions must have just got some in today, because it wasn't there yesterday when I looked. I'm getting a few boxes for myself, but I'll let the secret out...these guys seriously need to cut me in for advertising for them... Edit...it all sold on on 5/5. I guess I'm a better salesman than I thought...lol.