Thanks, folks, I appreciate the positivity.
As I look back, I should have seen this coming.
I saw her do things or say things to other people of which I did not approve. I thought it was a character flaw that I could fix and teach her the morality of doing the right thing.
I attend religious services regularly, and she never went with me, always saying that she would do so after we were married.
Again, thanks for the kind words and support. This isn't anything I really want to talk to my kids about or share the details of with my family. You folks have given me an outlet to begin to work through this.
You're better off.
Enjoy retirement.