I need a small pocket pistol. I am not interested in 380. I would like 45. But that is a lot of caliber in such small gun. So I'll go with a 9mm if I can find one in a pocket pistol. Looked at Ruger LC9. It is too big for a pocket pistol. Any suggestions on a pocket 9MM. Please don't waste time trying to talk me into a 380. 380 is probably a good weapon. I personally am not interested in going that small. I don't care for small calibers. I actually prefer a 45. But back problems are forcing me to look into smaller lighter options. 9mm is as small as I'm willing to go. Anyone out there have a pocket 9 that you carry and like? Please tell me about it. Thanks.