Sorry to hear that. Nothing wrog with crying when about to lose a loved one. If I heard the same about my current pooch, I would be devastated. When I was still in NY our mutt Mimi was diagnosed with cancer in her spleen. She would be full of energy for a few to several days, then lethargic for a like amount of time, then spring back to being full of energy again. They claimed that was because she would bleed internally from the cancer which was wrapped around several organs including the spleen. It would make her bleed internally, likely from the spleen, and tire her out. After resting a few to several days she would get her energy back because the bleeding would stop. The thing was, once she ran around again, she would start to bleed again. We had her put down and it was really tough. She was the first of our several family dogs that I had picked out, my wife had chosen all the others. This is her getting her last treat, from my wife, for energy to cross The Rainbow Bridge.
She passed August 14, 2018 but I am tearing up now just thinking of her. She was a dear friend.
She passed August 14, 2018 but I am tearing up now just thinking of her. She was a dear friend.