and that's the most important thing right there, make up your mind. If you balk you die,Maybe slightly off topic, but I hear you MK. I was on here for quite a while without my CHL - I really didn't feel the need. But too many of these type of situations come up, time after time. Being a good Boy Scout I thought "Be Prepared" was the sensible thing. The thing that really tipped the scale was my decision to pull the trigger if the time came.